I don’t know how much weight I have lost. I can’t eat when certain staff are working. They have me seriously paranoid that they are going to mess with my food. A few officers take jabs at me, reminding me that my food can be tampered with. I’m careful about what I eat. If it looks tampered with I won’t eat it.
Other inmates have witnessed this and so much more. I have some who are willing to testify and give affidavits, but only if we can get a court to issue an order restraining these people from retaliating against them. Guys see what is happening to me and they do not want to face this type of retaliation. I can’t get my mail out, and with no mail going out, I’m getting very little in, and what I do get in is letters saying “I haven’t heard from you lately.” I am hoping to get an attorney to send my blog posts out so I can let everyone know what is going on back here. Right now I am feeling very isolated, lonely and cut off from the world.
I will bend, but I’m not going to break. I will expose this corruption and stop this abuse using the laws and rules laid out before me. I will continue to play by the rules, and I will play with the honor and integrity that this administration is lacking. Please wish me luck, because I need it.
In peace and love,